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Thursday, January 6, 2011

Passive Aggresivity

It has been confirmed yet again that Greg is the golden child and I'm just the lazy girl who sleeps 'til noon and doesn't do anything all day.

I fucking hate living with someone who talks about me behind my back ALL THE FUCKING TIME and wonders why people don't fucking like her. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?

I don't fucking understand why I'm perceived as lazy just because I keep different hours than a fucking 90-year-old and a 70something-year-old or because I'm not jumping at the bit to do every single fucking chore in the house that needs to be done on a daily basis just because they're old and I'm young or because I didn't manage to get a job THE SECOND I moved to Newport.

I'm so pissed off. At least Grandpa yells at me to my face. Alice just talks about me behind my back to anyone she can spout off at when she thinks I'm not around or can't hear her. THE WALLS AREN'T THICK ALICE!!! I CAN FUCKING HEAR YOU!! I MAY NOT ALWAYS CATCH EVERY SINGLE WORD, BUT I CATCH ENOUGH, AND I'M SICK AND TIRED OF IT!!!!

STOP BEING SO FUCKING PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE!!! IF YOU NEVER TELL ME TO MY FACE THAT THERE'S A PROBLEM, THEN I DON'T EVER PLAN ON FIXING IT! NOT THAT I EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE PROBLEM IS BECAUSE THE ONLY THING YOU COULD POSSIBLY HAVE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IS THAT I'M TOO QUIET. AND WHO EVER COMPLAINS ABOUT A ROOMMATE WHO'S TOO QUIET?!!?!?!!? THAT'S RIGHT. NO-ONE.

I'm an awesome fucking roommate. I haven't always been so good at doing chores in the past, but this CANNNOT possibly be an issue for you as I take out the trash every single week and dirty dishes are NEVER left in the sink per your request. I've done everything you've ever fucking asked me to do-- without complaint, mind you-- so I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT THE FUCKING PROBLEM IS. I THINK the problem is that you think I should VOLUNTEER to do all this bullshit crap without having to ask me-- but that's just too fucking bad. I am not that nice of a person. Besides, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK ELSE YOU THINK IT IS THAT I SHOULD BE DOING?!!?? YOU HAVE A FUCKING MAID, SO IT'S NOT LIKE YOU NEED HELP CLEANING THE HOUSE?!? AND WHAT ELSE IS THERE?!