Meri Rant #1

I'm so irritated, frustrated by my job. There are just so many rules, I don't feel like I had the best training, and that just makes it all the more easier to fuck up something I had no idea I was fucking up. I got in trouble for something that nobody ever even told me was a problem!

Growing up, I wasn't a problem child. I was a good student. I didn't cause trouble. I don't blatently disobey the rules. I do my job to the best of my ability. If my manager had bothered to tell me that this particular thing was an issue, I WOULD HAVE FIXED IT.

I got a verbal warning over this. The market wanted to give me a FINAL WRITTEN WARNING. A FINAL WRITTEN WARNING over something I knew NOTHING ABOUT!!!! BECAUSE MY MANAGER HAD NEVER FUCKING TOLD ME ABOUT IT! My manager KNEW! He KNEW it was a problem, but had never told me about it!! Because he didn't realize the sense of "urgency" about it. Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME!?!?! When the market tells you to do something about it, you fucking fix it!! ESPECIALLY SINCE IT WAS A SIMPLE MATTER OF HAVING A TWO SECOND CONVERSATION WITH ME ABOUT IT! IT'S NOT DIFFUCULT! HOW FUCKING HARD IS IT TO SAY, "LEAH, YOU NEED TO KEEP YOUR SPLIT-BAGS LOCKED UP AT ALL TIMES"?!?!?!!?!?!?!!? SO I HAD TO GET A WARNING OVER THIS!?!?!?! AN EASILY FIXABLE PROBLEM?!?!!? WHAT THE FUCK, TRAVIS, WHAT THE FUCK.